I don’t know how long i can do this. I miss you way too much. Everything is just running through my head. Everything we have done together. The good, the bad. I am thinking about what I could have done differently. I am thinking NONSTOP about you. You and only you. There is no one more important to me than you. I can’t even concentrate on my damn homework right now because all i am doing is thinking about you. I wish that I could come home right now and just be with you. I want to hug you and kiss you and tell you that I love you. I never want to mess up like this again. I can’t. And I can promise you that I never would because throughout all of this I have realized just how much I really do love you.
Nothing is running through my head more than the first time I saw you coming out of the bathroom. When you passed me and jeff and just smiled. I told him that I was going to start talking to you. Yes you are/were younger, but I didn’t care. I thought, and still do think you are absolutely beautiful.
I love you molly. I need you back in my life.
I can’t do this anymore, I really cant.
I cant stand everyone asking me what happened and what is going on. That only makes me more sad.
I hate when I say something that I usually say and to you it seems awkward.
I don’t want to act like we are strangers. Cause we arent. We know more about each other than probably our parents know about us.
You need to realize that things will get hard, and yes, i did do a lot wrong, but if you are as serious about us as you say you are, then take me back. You shouldn’t need a break and you should be able to handle anything this relationship throws at you, especially the relationship its self.
I love you molly.
I can only hope that this will all be over in a few hours, if not a few days. I dont want it to last as long as you are saying. I love you.
You are amazing. Please, just think about it all. Just think.
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I knew this day was going to come, whether it be one of our faults or mutual like it was. I am sorry that I have changed, but we both did, for many different reasons. You know, looking back on everything that we have done, and the things we have seen, and the places we have gone, it just makes me realize how good i really did have it and how special you really are. I know we said a lot about the future, and i told you to stop. The reason for that is because i was afraid of this happening and then having to forget about everything that we ever talked about, not because i didn’t think it was ever going to happen.
I know that me being in college is rough, and considering the fact that it has only been 5 days of me here, and we already broke up, it is certainly clear that it is tough.
I think we will get back together, well I hope at least. You just have to realize that we have both changed, and we need to take a little bit to come to our senses and find what we really want.
I love you, more than anything, and I never stopped, not once.
We are a great couple.
Yes, you are younger than me, and everyone knows that, there is no hiding that, and yes, it is going to be very hard because when you are entering college I will be leaving it. I don’t know how that is going to work, but i think we would find a way, just like every other sticky situation we have been in.
I love you babe, just know I am here, and know that you are the only one I LOVE.